i'm insanely hungry right now. So i'm just listening to my stomach and saying in my head,


I don't work today. I need to figure out how to burn some calories. Maybe I'll just turn on my Wii and have a little work out session. Maybe box with the boyfriend. Or something. Anything.

Another note: I ran out of splenda. And I'm dying without my coffee. I can't drink coffee black. I'll puke it up. But I love sweet creamy coffee. No splenda.. no coffee. ): I finished the bag I had yesterday, and I thought I had another one in the cabinet. When I looked and saw I had none... i thought.. "Shit!" That's something I need to add to the shopping list.

cw: 144.8
because I haven't dropped nor gained...
lame

I blame my period. My period is the one thing that gets me. At least I haven't shot back up. I'd cry if I can't lose weight. Ugh. I like to look on some bright side; I was complimented 7 times at work the last 2 days.  (Yes I counted). Yesterday, while I was cashiering, I was hit on.


I guess it's true. My mother was fairly thin before I was born. She's been 230 lbs since I was born ): She likes to blame me sometimes. I don't want to blame my daughter for my weight gain. Even though this weight happened because I was pregnant. I see lots of women who have children and have AMAZING bodies. So it's false, not EVERY woman will get fat, or has to stay fat when having children. I wish I was skinny through the whole thing, but I swear I was always hungry. Painfully hungry. Like my daughter was some sort of tape worm, lol. But, alas, she's cute. I love her. And now I have to work on my.. fatness. bleh.

Man. SOMETHING I had yesterday didn't like me. Happens sometimes.. I know, I know, random weight gain (my period is on it's way soon.. maybe that's it?) It's a good thing I'm fasting... I love tea and coffee, calms that growling belly. The boyfriend is out today, job hunting, scavaging from money. we're both unemployed currently, really sucks. Usually we're not unemployed at the SAME time, but I guess it's better than being completely homeless. It's a good thing our landlord is such a nice guy. Aha. We still owe 150. I'm praying he gets that 150. I'm praying target calls me back... damnit ):

o well. enough about my depressing life. Onto food. I had, coffee (50) and tea (0) :) looking so far so good to me. I love Green tea <3 Especially Iced green tea with a little splenda. I buy tons of Arizona brands of it, just because sometimes I'm too lazy to make it myself. Aha. Oooo well.